.breakdown.

.so my last few weeks of college have proven to in fact be the most difficult. yesterday i studied from 9am-1am yep that is 16 hours. i think more than i have ever studied but i had my last 2 finals today and was kinda worried i wasn't going to pass. i felt sick all day yesterday. it could have been the fact that the day before i ate nothing but otter pops and a little pasta for dinner. or it could be all the stress i am feeling. i have never really felt stressed before. other than minor little things. but this time was bad. i woke up this morning with a major migraine. and started crying as i was walking to take my exams. embarrassing i know. i know i wont fail the class. but for some reason i was panicking. maybe that is why my professor calls me a neurotic overachiever. is that a compliment or an insult. by the time i reached the school of education i had maintained composure and had a big drink of water and felt pretty okay. i think a lot of people were having break downs. there were a lot of bloodshot eyes in the room. and people were kinda moody. so after the first exam i came home and studied for the next one. i felt well prepared and i think i did pretty well. then i had a unit due tonight. i didn't do it. of course we can turn it in this week anytime with no penalty but i can't believe i didn't turn it in on the due date. my motivation is pretty much gone. maybe i need to go shopping or something. or maybe a little mochi icecream. anyway. other things. i am going home in less than 3 weeks now. it feels weird and i actually feel kind of nervous about moving home for good. it will be kind of like starting over for me. blah. i will miss my friends here so much. oh well. it will be fun i am excited to spend time with my family and have 2 new nieces to add to the party. i also borrowed the butterfly effect movie from one of my friends. after i go teach tomorrow i am going to watch it. hope it doesn't scare me too bad. okay that is the end.
i will attach a few pictures for your enjoyment. where else in the world will you find a white girl, a korean, and a tongan in the same bed.

.as you can tell this was the day i was living on otter pops hence the blue tongue.


.this is the funniest picture of my life. when we were about to take it we were all just doing a random face so as enna was holding the camera she counts 1...2...3... then we all pose and snap. but as she got to 3 we both looked towards the middle and had a really awkward eye contact moment. and we could not stop laughing. dont mind how my neck is like exploding in the picture.


.me and enna being so dramatic for the picture.